+ ak rindu syg die +

u hurt me more than i deserve..how u can be so cruel?? i love u more than u deserve..why am i such a fool???....past few days..mmg ak gle2 xok...n mkin worst..nobody next to me...shla of course tgh hepi ngn zeny...tpu la kn kalo ak kte ak xsedey tgk dorg...tp ak react mcm xde pape..mcm ak ok..pdhl lnsg X!!..ak nanges sorg2..xthu nk wat cne..serius ak sgt2 down n sume kwn2 ak tgh hepy..xnk ak nk sushkan dorg...xnk spoilkn mud dorg..tp..sume org ckp ngn ak...sabar!jgn jadi bodoh!xpenat ke idup gni!xworth ngs sbb die!...if only i can...ak pon xnk gni n xmintak utk jd gni...

.....its amazing how sum1 can break ur heart and u can still love them with all the little pieces...

tp...tu la ak....

ak memg syg die..sgt2..ble ak cakap TAK!!!! ak tipu!!! n kalo ak cakp x pon.ak thu,..kejap je..then lps tu ak suffer balik sbb die..pe yg ak thu..its hard to pretend dat i luv  him when i don't but its harder to pretend dat i dont luv him when i really do~~oh LORD....sakit sgt hidup cmni...da times  yg ak ngn die were happy together are worth da times dat i cry alone!!!!!

tp ak dh blaja sumthin.."nuthin is hurt more than realizing he meant evrything to me n i meant nuthin to him"n da hardest thing yg ak nk kena faced is watch da one dat really i luv..luv sum1 else..tu yg ak buat ak nages sgt2...dun noe how 2 put into words...its killing me..

pape pon,kebodohan ak...wherever u r..ull always be in my heart...n da greatest thing yg ak blja skg...

"LUV IS LIKE HEAVEN BUT CAN HURT LIKE  HELL"