2 more days to go~

2 more days to go~~~ GAJI wey!!!!! ahahahaha...
pertama2 skali ak nkg berfoya2 dgn irah!! glew r...lme xjmpe...byk bnda hot nk cte...hehe ;p
irah la kwn bek ak yg terbek!! org prtma yg kalut kalo thu ak tgh sush...asl ak post yg pelik2 kat ym kat fb...msti kalut die dok tnya..ahahahaha...miracle sgt..dlu ak swear..shahirah nadiah...org yg pling ak benci!!! tp org yg ak bnci dlu dh jd antara org yg pling ak syg skgni~!! i luv her 4 no reason!! kalo tnya npe ak syg die...xde jwpn..sbb byk sgt!! mls r nk cte byk2 psl die kat sini.nnty die syok sendiri!! ahahahahaha

yay~~!! finally!!!

seriously damm hepy!!! ahahahaha...myasyraq dh balik dri outstation~cant wait utk jmpe die...dh jnji mlm nie8.30 die fetch up ak kat umh!! huehue..balik je dari taiping...tros jmpe ak...last ktorg  jmpe ari ahad aritu je...tipu la kalo xrendu...huehue..pdhl stiap hari pn salu update..msg2 non-stop..call lg...n plus arini ak super damm hepy...azie dh balik ofis ak....ahahaha...kami mmg xleh st ofis...gelak3 mcm gle...lunch dgn mcd...and shla escape dari ofis die dtg mkn ak.God..mohon sgt...bia rase hepy nie..berpnjngn~

thnxs to YOU~

heee...escape dari ofis jap kul 11.30am smpai pkul 2.00pm...jmpe 'die'..sbb mlm td ak nges2...ble die tnya nape..ak ckp nk mkn laksam...;p)) pdhl ak sedey sbb len..dari shah alam die dtg amek ak...g pusing3 cari laksam...sume kedai ktorg g..tp xde gak..agk kecewa r...tp nk wat cmne...yg penting..HEPY sbb dpt jmpe.terharu gak ak...sush pyh die utk ak..mse ak nanges...die risau smpaikn siap call shla...tbe2 rase mcm rindu..huehue..pdhl ktorg msg3 non-stop n plus arini mmg workload ak terlmpau2...tensen tersngt3.tp ilang sume rase tensen+penat+serabot ble die text ak "syg,jgn stress"...huehue..serius touching.

myasyraq..thnxs 4 evrything~

+BODO+

serabut r!!! bodo dari moscow neh!!! nk menyebok life ak lak...gle babi ke pe?? bajet ak xthu la ko sape??? dasar minah sakit jiwa!!!! gle babi mybe ad gak die neh!!!! ak xde kne mngena ngn ko!! yg ko dok sebuk sgt ngn life ak pehal??? xde keja ke bodo wey?? xpent ke ko idup ngn nk  mnyebok psl org len jew!! GET A LIFE la MANGKOK!!!!!

kesian gak kat ko!! org xde kwn cmni r......sape nk berkawan ngn sakit mntal gitu...kalo ak..mintak jauhla!!!! tkot ngn aku2 sekali berjngkit pnyakit sawan babi cam ko!!! huh!!! ak xknl ko n ko pon xknl ak as well>>so plss la...stop la jd bngom!!!! xperlu nk update sal ak sbgaimn ak xpenah amek thu sal  ko!!! kalo ko view lg blog ak neh...TERBUKTI r...ko memg BODO thp ANJING!!!!!!!!!!

****FUCK U**** F*****

psiko~~!!

sape wey dari MOSCOW yg view bllog ak neh...dh la salu ad...ak xde mmbe2 yg dok MOSCOW!!!! mmbe ak sume org kampung!!! ahahahhaha....heran..tah hape la yg die nkupdate sgt pasl ak....ak pon xphm...mak ak kte,kalo org yg xde kna mngena ngn kte...tbe2 nk mnyebok psl kte..tu tndanya org tu SAKIT JIWA!!!!!! ahahhahaha...in other words yg lebey sopn "PSYCHO".....
ak bukn ahlimuzik...bukn majistret....xde pe yg interesting pn psl ak neh...tp heran..ad gak yg berminat!!! ahahahaha...tbe2 ak rase ak glamer glew!! whahahhaha
ske aty ko la weh ko nk view ak 40 juta kali sehari pon...org xde life msty nk sebok life org len!!!!
ak xlyan mnda2 buduh gni!!!!

The Virgin – Cinta Terlarang

Kau kan slalu tersimpan di hatiku Meski ragamu tak dapat ku miliki
Jiwaku kan slalu bersamamu
Meski kau tercipta bukan untukku


Tuhan berikan aku cinta satu kali lagi
Hanya untuk barsamanya
Ku mencintainya sungguh mencintainya
Rasa ini sungguh tak wajar
Namun ku ingin tetap bersama dia


Untuk selamanya
Mengapa cinta ini terlarang
Saat ku yakini kaulah milikku
Mengapa cinta kita tak bisa bersatu
Saat ku yakin tak ada cinta selain dirimu


Tuhan berikan aku hidup satu kali lagi
Hanya untuk bersamanya
Ku mencintainya sungguh mencintainya
Rasa ini sungguh tak wajar
Namun ku ingin tetap bersama dia
Untuk selamanya


[listen 2 ma fav song~n now my fav song stab me right in the heart]
....specially convey to U..

[130410] wutha very happy-day**

today2..!!!!!!~ yuhuu....wutha very happy-day!! sgt2!!!!!
then 4wut ak nk sedey sbb yusri xwish utk ak...oh...come on la..ilang die sorg jew...tp ak dpt balik lebey dari tu!!! rmai  yg wish besday ak taun neh...sgt hepi...tepat jam 12...2 org pertma yg wish ak tp kat number yg berbeza...ANN dgn IRAH..n org yg dok ngn ak mse tu mstila SHLA..hepy tersngt!!!! xsia2 tengahari smlam ak escape jap...g Sg Wang cari kek..shla yg  beria2 pilih kek utk ak....huehue..saje nk hepykn diri sndiri!!!!....snap2 pix..mkn kek..gelak2..hnset ak non-stop ngn bunyi...jap msg..jap notification fesbuk..jap text dri bbm...duh***jammed ak!!!! tp seronok....shla mlayan ak smpai pkul 2 pg...msing2 dh tingtong baru masuk tido....oh ya>>>ak dpt tdy bear putih yg cute gyle~! from KAT!!! oke,housemate ak,frm philiphne..pengkid n sbnrnya DIE MINAT AK!!!!! glew r....mmg dari dlu lg...mse ktorg serumah kat BLok B..then ak move ke Blok A...n skg,die pon move gak n serumah ngn ak!!!! tp ak xmlayan die..ahahaha..ak normal ok!!!!! tp..die pnh kiss pipi ak..buduh glew r...ahahaha..neway..sgt terharu ngn present yg die bg tu!!!thnx 2 U!!!!



................perghh,dtg ofis...bkk fesbuk..ya ampun..mcm pesta..org yg ak knl..yg ak xknl....sume wish!!!! GOD!!!! ak sgt terharu!!!! seriuosly!!!...ak rase taun nie pling BESH!!!!


IRAH/ANN/SHLA~~thnx 4 all !!!!Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life."  syg korg teramat sgt!!! n hidup ak sekarang.COMPLETE!!!!! yeahhhh!!!


terharu sbb shla wpn penat tp ttp gak melayan ak
terharu sbb tgk blog irah
terharu dgn post ann tag nm ak

"My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me."

heart them!!! damm much!!!

[my besday cake]

[ptong cake]

;;((

ak suke sgt tgk bnda yg mmg totally akn buat ak sedey!!!!!!!!!!
then ak nages n jadik down gle2...aduila..jgn r jadi gini...ak sorg2 kat ofis..dgr lagu favret ktorg n nges2 mcm gle....mlm nie burfday ak!!!! sedey sbb 3 thun lps...yusri  msty wish

-setahun lps..wpn dh putus,tgh gaduh..die ttp gak text ak..wish burfday ak...n sumpah mse tu ak nges gle2

-dua thun lps..mse burfday ak die sebuk g mancing...hnst xde bteri...org len sume wish..tp die x!!! ak nges gak..smpai ak tertido..tp,esk tu die g tgu ak kat tmpt keja...sweet sgt sbb die merayu2 mintak maaf ngn ak...n mase tu pon...sume staff kat tmpt ak keja beli kek..smbut burfday ak...hepy:))..tp xde yg pling hepy ble ak trun je dari ofis...yusri dh tgu ak..xde yg lebeh membahagiakn ble tgk die..then die bwk ak g beli tdy bear...ktorg g jlan2..mkn2..bahagia sgt2!!!

-tiga tahun lps..baru2 kapel ngn yusri....tepat pkul 12 die call ak..wish burfday ak,,,tp die merajuk ngn ak..sbb mse ckp ngn die...ak byk hold..ye r..mse tu sume kwn2 dok serbu call ak...tp..yg ak thu....3 thun lps yg pling bermkna bg ak....sbb yusri sungguh2 mintak maaf ngn ak...die mampu wish je n doakn yg terbek utk ak n mse tu...mmg die xmampu bg pape adiah pon utk ak..SUMPAH!!!!! ak lnsg xkesah pon pasl adiah..yg ak thu  mse tu...die sntiasa ad utk ak....tu dah lebeh dari cukup....

tahun nie...???? takde lg dah sume tue...

created by ANN :)

hepy3 **wink*wink

ahaaaaa..hepy2 bukn sbb jntn atau yg sewaktu dgnnya..oke..ak tersngt2 la  hepy2 arini sbb XDE SEBAB.ahahahah...smlam g kepong..pg dtg keja ak ngntok...pe lg...ubt ngntok..tido r..ahahaha....bgun2 je tdo tgk irah on9..ann pon on9..hepy2 tersngt2 sbb dorg...serius weh...dua2 serang chat box ak..lyn irah yg tgh HOT mse tu..tgang semacam je muka ak...eh,,ble time rply text ann yg hepy kelaka tu ak senyum2...xke naya cmtu..lme2  bleh putus urut muka ak taw hahhaha
tp serius..ak kat sini gelak2 mcm pe nth..beruntung dnbertuahnya ak sbb ad membe mcm dorg...serius r.kalo diberi plihan anta yusri dgn irah ak pilih irah..kalo dberi plihan antara yusri dgn ann..ak pilih ann...hehehe..confident jew ak =p)) tp betol la...yusri is useless n nuthin n loser juga...tp kwn2 ak more than evrything..n ak ckup hepy ngn dorg..lg stu..BFF ak bukan BAPOK!!!! dn lnsg tidak ad keturunan makhluk BAPOK itu..ahahahaha..jahatnyee aku..hakhak..tp xpe...jahat itu seni...waaaaaaaa...
oke..nie gmba dorg...xcantek kn dorg..ahahahah...lg skali ak jahat!!!!

 ~ANN~

~IRAH~

wutha very kelam-kabut day ;;))

perghh..smalam ngn arini...glew2 aku busy.tersngt2 kelam kabut..since pagi n smpai ptg..mmmg messy r ...dgn paper work ak yg x settle...ad staff pon blurr smcam jew...tp ak xdeny kan,thaya mmg helpful wpn die BLURR...ble ak bg arhan...msty ak kna repeat utk kali kedua...u yg wat ak mnyirap..tp smlm gle kesian die kna mrh ngn ak...terkulat2 je muka mse kna mrh tu....ahahaha...tp lps tu ak rase nyesal lak...kesian kat die pon ad gak..n smlam pon...azie  tengking ak..gle..azie bos ak..tp ktorg mcm membe...mmg gle2 close r..dok gelak bersama...mkn bersma...ak wat mistake pon azie mn de mrh ak...tp smlam tu terase r....dats y ak diam je..die msj.ak jwb sptah2...xpn xjwb tros..hahaha..ms nk tuka z tape tpkse gak call die...guess wut...die thu ak merajuk!!!!!!!!!!! ahaa...gyle2 die gelakkn ak...n ak pon trus ok..yg terase2 tu xde lg dah...azie si tomboy pengkid yg bangang!!! tp die bos ak yg pling bez!!!!

today2~~~
  ...............arini pon bizi gak,mkin worst thaya xde...duh,sume ak kena wat sorg..shift report,update invoice...byk r poblem...thaya kna g amdb..pe lg,ak amuk r ngn azie..pe  kes amek staff ak...ahaha...my manager nick.gelabah ble ak amuk...cpt2 cari rplacemnt thaya utk ak....hehe..mcm heaven kn sbb ad org dtg help ak..tp hampeh..yg dtg tu mcm castello je...lg blurr dn xthu pape..mngalahkn thaya...bergnda2 stress ak..
benci betol ak...pg2 dtg keja mcm ratu je perasaan ak...ye r..sumenya kms...make up cntkes...rmbut xserabai...tp...ble ptg je,..muka dh jadi mcm kucing mandul!!!!!! nghahaha..arini ak xtensen k..d ulngi..TAK TENSen!!! sbb pg2 lg dh msg yg bez..yg buat ak snyum3 gatal...ahahaha =p

=demam=

past few days nie mmg dh rase xsedap badan...tp xbajet r nk demam gini....wpn xlarat tp ttp gak g keja....tahankn jew..ptg td mmg dh rase xleh nk endure..seyes..sakit kepala n badan pon panas sgt...ak kemas barang2 then g clinic...lucky..xde org kat clinic..so ak xperlu quene tgu turn..lps fill up all details msuk jmpe dctr...terkejut!! seyes!! suhu badan ak 38.6 C..ya ampun..pdhl batuk pon xde..selsema pn xde la terok sgt...dpt mc...ak balik rehat kat umh....

huehue..shla ak kat umh rupanya...die thu kot ak xsehat sbb die tgk plastik ubt ngn mdical certificate ak..tp xde pon die tnya pape.sokay la..n ak pon mmg xperlu sape2 utk care n amek thu psl ak..ak tnya die nkg mana...die ckp nkg jmpe ruhil..balik ke x..tu pon ak xthu...n skali lg ak xkesh...gne BB layan comment ngn ann kat fesbuk..hepy..ak gelak3...

................tp part yg touching,irah text ak kat hnst..kat fesbuk..amek thu psl ak...ya Allah...its blessing ak ad die...sumpah ak nanges...mmg ak terharu sgt2.sgt2!!!!!!......glad dat i have her next to me!!! thank you ALLAH fer sending me such a great person mcm irah!!! n bukan irah je yg care psl ak..ann..afiq..zakri..asyraq..life is LUCK bcause i have all of u next to me...once again..thank you ALLAH!!!!

..+lydia+..

ahaa...currently listen to ";LYDIA"
     2 hari dh ak doh layan lgu lydia..mental r...nth pe sbb yg ak ske xtaw la...pdhl lydia tu xde kna mngena lnsg ngn nm ak...serius r bongok ak neh..lgu yg xde kna mngena ngn ak..yg tu gak yg ak minat..huehue...
tp bez...psg lgu tu kuat..nyanyi kuat2...all out gyle rase...wpn sore ak tgh sengau..sbb selsema...tgh sengau pon bez gyle sore ak...kalo x sengau mmg mcm buluh perindu r.ahahaha...

+ ak rindu syg die +

u hurt me more than i deserve..how u can be so cruel?? i love u more than u deserve..why am i such a fool???....past few days..mmg ak gle2 xok...n mkin worst..nobody next to me...shla of course tgh hepi ngn zeny...tpu la kn kalo ak kte ak xsedey tgk dorg...tp ak react mcm xde pape..mcm ak ok..pdhl lnsg X!!..ak nanges sorg2..xthu nk wat cne..serius ak sgt2 down n sume kwn2 ak tgh hepy..xnk ak nk sushkan dorg...xnk spoilkn mud dorg..tp..sume org ckp ngn ak...sabar!jgn jadi bodoh!xpenat ke idup gni!xworth ngs sbb die!...if only i can...ak pon xnk gni n xmintak utk jd gni...

.....its amazing how sum1 can break ur heart and u can still love them with all the little pieces...

tp...tu la ak....

ak memg syg die..sgt2..ble ak cakap TAK!!!! ak tipu!!! n kalo ak cakp x pon.ak thu,..kejap je..then lps tu ak suffer balik sbb die..pe yg ak thu..its hard to pretend dat i luv  him when i don't but its harder to pretend dat i dont luv him when i really do~~oh LORD....sakit sgt hidup cmni...da times  yg ak ngn die were happy together are worth da times dat i cry alone!!!!!

tp ak dh blaja sumthin.."nuthin is hurt more than realizing he meant evrything to me n i meant nuthin to him"n da hardest thing yg ak nk kena faced is watch da one dat really i luv..luv sum1 else..tu yg ak buat ak nages sgt2...dun noe how 2 put into words...its killing me..

pape pon,kebodohan ak...wherever u r..ull always be in my heart...n da greatest thing yg ak blja skg...

"LUV IS LIKE HEAVEN BUT CAN HURT LIKE  HELL"